It's my roommates birthday and I might possibly be drinking
It's my roommates birthday and I might possibly be drinking
Back from ohio, it was lots of fun even though I had to do a project while there. Also got three starter decks for yugioh to bring back the good ol' days with my cousin and our mutual friend, totally worth the 30 bucks
I don't know how I feel about this girl. A part of me wants to pursue a relationship with her, another part keeps finding "flaws" about her to discourage myself. At the same time, I feel like the only reason I want to be in a relationship is because I've never experienced it and I'm so incredibly desperate to feel that sort of connection/companionship with another person. I also feel like I'm only trying to discourage myself because I'm afraid of going for it in fear of rejection, which would not only damage any sort of chance at a relationship, but also the close friendship we've had for the past year.
pineappleing feelings man.
Currently in a state of exhaustion (which -> a good night's sleep) as the new weekend job at Bloomingdale's is insanity, but I love it and am happy for the additional income. I'm still incredibly delayed in launching my blog but it's coming, thank god, very very soon! As such, life will be constant work, but hey, you gotta Work B**ch!, right ;)?
Today was fucking hard. Wine + beer + ARAM with @madanthony and @chrome helped a bit, but not a whole lot.
I am considering divorce more and more these days and it scares me.
I NEED A GODDAMN CHEESEBURGER
what thread is this
EDIT: GOT A CHEESEBURGER
Feeling damn nervous and scared because I'm starting internship tomorrow.
My res hall neighbor thinks it's cool to blast music at past midnight while other people have to wake up at 7AM for class.
I WILL PUNCH YOU IN THE NADS.
Today is the first day that I've ever been to a Starbucks. I tried the pumpkin spice latte thingy and it was pretty good but now I feel the need to go and try eeeeeeeeeeverything
BUT WHERE TO START?
I lived in this same res hall last year and it was probably the most pleasant communal living experience I've ever had. Nearly the entire building had formed a close, tight-knit community within the first week and that's what made it so pleasant. Everyone was super considerate and tried hard to keep the noise to a minimum past 10 PM. Also, instead of holing up in our rooms too, the res hall's lounge became a massive communal gathering place where everyone would play video games, watch movies, do homework, etc.
I'm kinda sad that this mentality didn't transfer onto this year's residents and also the fact that because housing was a peach, everyone from last year's res hall got split up into 4 different buildings this year.
:<
Spending all day trying to figure out my new Macbook that my father sent from Vegas. Screw it, just give me money so I can repair my damn computer's fan.
Woke up to a "prank" phone call from someone that goes to my old school. It was weird because I've never talked to him in my life yet somehow he managed to get my number.
"Yo it's Tyrone, do you have the toothpaste?"
"You didn't block your number (insert his actual name here)"
"Oh pomegranate"
then he hung up
I've been at university for a week and 2 days and I already feel 100 times more settled in than I did after 3 months at university in Bristol. Every single person I've talked to has been incredibly pleasant and interesting, my classes have all been really good (granted I haven't really had many, first week was mostly induction stuff) and the commute isn't too bad (5 minutes on the bus, then ~40 minutes on the train, then 15 minute walk).
I feel like I've changed a lot too. 2 weeks ago I was the kind of person who would sit in the corner of a class and not say a word throughout the entire thing, and then leave immediately, but now I'm the guy that introduces himself to people, is actually capable of holding some sort degree of conversation (gasp), and will speak up if I feel like I have something to say. I've noticed a lot of students that reminded me of how I was 2 years ago when I 'attempted' university for the first time too, and I've made it a personal goal to try and talk to them and make sure they're doing okay, because no one did that for me when I was in their shoes. I know it'll make a difference and it feels good.
:D
Also I'm nearly at 3k subscribers on YouTube what when did that happen (AND I GET PAID FOR IT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 2 WEEKS SO EXCITED GONNA GET LIKE $10)
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