I thought I could make it through China but it's getting worse by the day. I got some sort of sickness now. Headache. The tears are rolling down my cheeks as I miss the warm embrace of my family, friends, and ex-boyfriend. The loneliness makes its hard to breathe. I feel like I'm drowning. Do I go back home? Do I give up? I keep having these little moments where I try to close my eyes and open them, hoping that that one blink of an eye will take me 10 months into the future. I fell asleep in class because of my headache. There are no comfort foods here. Everything is foreign and alien to me.
I'm lost.
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