Well kind of slowly starting to get over him. #emotionalproblems. Sure I won't be talking to him ever again or meet up with him when he comes visit next semester but sometimes things are like that. Realized I was doing gym wrong. I used to do all muscles I do every other day. Been told by a guy I met on jack'd that I need to break down the muscles into groups and look for exercises on YouTube for form. I'm kind of shy at the gym but I guess I need to step up my game. I don't want to give up on my goal. Pimples on my face are still not going the pineapple away. I personally think it's because of watching adult videos, but I mean every guy does that.. Another possibility is that I haven't done anything with anyone (I don't want to get more specific I don't want to get an infraction) in almost seven months and I mean the thirst is real. Another possibility is just me being moody and stressed at times. My brother is still a prick. I thought me being away for two years would help him mature but he's still the same selfish douchey thing.
Been back in Canada for almost two weeks now and haven't really done much. 21 now. Also happy birthday to all my girls on sp I didn't wish happy birthday too.
One thing that I am considering is whether or not me being abstinent is worth it. People who know me before know I enjoyed being wild to some extent. I just don't want to be wild again, I feel like it makes me feel like I'm not worth having a relationship with. In Chinese there's a 成語 called 寧缺毋濫(better alone than not well accompanied? I can't English anymore French is coming in)and I feel like I should do that
My post is probably as messy as my mind right now. Sorry:/
Have a great day guys.
Ok, definitely no maybes or ifs any more, he is officially my boyfriend. I locked that pomegranate down yo.
god I'm so happy right now.
Took the bumper off my car to replace both my fog lights. Wasnt so bad getting it off but the lights that it said online and in store that I should have were wrong but I got the right ones.
Problem now, however, is that I put two bolts in the wrong place, and I have to take the whole bumper off again to get them again.
Very good 21st birthday
drag queens and alcohol turn the fck up yall i can drink legal now
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had a near meltdown today at work, which is bad since I all ready had one earlier this week.
i swear boat-life just isn't for me.
Also hi, I'm on a deployment right now. Port visits = decent internet access = me a happy-ish sailor given what i am.![]()
So the Mario kart girl ended up being a bust, maybe my standards are too high but her lack of ambition besides being a housewife was a pretty big turn off for me. She wasn't exactly looking to marry me but her priority seemed to be that more than anything. I'm not quite at that stage yet, nor was I entirely sure if I wanted her to be that person, I've already had two applicable people to fit that position and they were more "woman" then they were "girl".
Well, I graduated High School today. It was a pretty nice ceremony, quick and easy (it took like an hour).
Story time (with photos! Who doesn't love photos :D)
This whole week has been lovely.
On Sunday, Stephen and I drove about an hour and a half to Strathcona Park and hiked through Paradise Meadows up to Lake Helen-Mckenzie. Every now and then you could get a peak at the Comox Glacier, which looked really neat-but I guess it's a few days worth of hiking and we don't have a tent or supplies yet to do so. Strathcona also has Canada's tallest waterfall, Della Falls, but the trails are not maintained nor supervised, in addition to being a 3 day hike that includes crossing a lake via canoe, there are also a lot of bears. I'd like to do it eventually, though
When we got to the lake, these birds called Whiskey Jacks were hopping around. Apparently they're pretty tame and used to people so we fed them apple bits. They flew right onto our hands to eat the bits, too :o
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I wasn't feeling well earlier this week, and Stephen came home from work with flowers for me. I was pleasantly surprised due to the fact that him and I are usually of the mindset that flowers typically die within a week, so we don't bother with them. But these are Alstroemeria, and tend to last quite a long time. Today, I wrote a letter to my best friend and mailed that off (cuz snail mail>texting sometimes), and then got a caramel macchiato from a local coffeeshop. Sat down and read Game of Thrones for an hour or so. By then, the rain had cleared up so I drove down to the ocean and spent a good while there. I'm convinced that I live in a perfect place and no one can convince me otherwise. This just looks like it should be an oil painting:
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Oh, and with Canada day being a Tuesday, Stephen has a 4 day weekend. Bring it on =)
Went to the driving range today with some friends. Without having played golf or even been to the range in more than 3 years, I hit pretty straight, and pretty damn far for that fact.
Reinstalled maple, waste time, got rek by magnus and now I've deleted it off my computer again ;-;
Sucked up too much of my drawing time.
I just got myself a boyfriend and I'm getting a Wii U later today!
Today's already a good day, and it's only gonna get better.
I'm bored of summer can classes start again plz
MOLAR PAAAAIIN!!! IT. HURTS.SO.MUCH!!!
Out of the blue the back-right side of my teeth hurts like hell! I've had this pain for this entire day and it's intolerable!
Take a pro tip; if your molars are growing pineappleed up, take them out ASAP. They won't magically get better! Now who knows what the dentist will tell me tomorrow.
Finally saw this peach last night. Fantastic show, and a cool day at the beach today. :)
Went to watch How to train your dragon 2 finally! Sure beat the first one hands down.
Thinking about proposing to my partner..
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