I don't know what I'm doing.

The last sentence to me says otherwise.

obviously he's being sarcastic no friggin history book says Independence Day is world independence and when the hell did the US have a President Whitmore.

Good god, boy. I don't know what you're doing either. With your LIFE that is. You were the top of your class, filled with ideas and a brilliant intellect like none have ever seen before. So much potential. WASTED! For what? Some girl? I thought you were better than that, but I guess I was wrong. I can see now that you're just like the rest of them. Doomed to drown in your own self-pity and mediocrity.