My cat (Bop) just passed away. And i'm devastated. ):

I know what you're feeling About 3 years ago I fostered a baby kitten, bottle fed it, house-broke it, the whole shebang. I ended up adopting her, and all was fun until about a year in, she didn't come home one day. I searched and ended up finding her on the side of my house all curled up, like she was dreaming. I couldn't deal with anyone for days, it felt like I'd taken a blow to my gut and couldn't breathe...

^ Exactly how I feel.
I found out through my little sister that my stepdad who never shows his emotions was crying in our garage where we are keeping bop for now.
We want to burry him in our garden but the ground is frozen solid. We have to wait. :L