My cat (Bop) just passed away. And i'm devastated. ):

I've had a rough childhood and he was always there to cuddle with when I felt sad lonely or anything else.
I really dont know how long it will take for me to get used to the fact he's gone. I've told him all my secrets as a kid and talked to him.
Feels weird talking about it now... so many memories are coming back of me and bop sitting in my room or under my bed hiding.