Character worth

if you read, its due to my 5 years of mage-ness. i solely played my IL for nearly 4 years then went to a corsair and realised how badly i suck. the HP was far too much pre-boat "fix" to a standard 90 second CD since it meant mine broke faster, however i needed that much HP to not die. mages are maple on easy and corsairs are definitely not a class to play when you are looking at the TV or movie like i was for my final 40 levels. its there only due to my severe suckiness at any range class. and the resets were all bought with MTS earned mesos so it wasnt a big deal, i was into her at first but lost my love of her for personal issues. just started on her again after a 6month break and its absolutely overwhelming at the costs for high DPS classes. im a cheapskate in maple and pretty much only merchant vast qtys of "junk" --quantity vs quality. so i posted just to empathise with a fellow mage lover. and am glad to see there are ppl like me who can still profess their love for the underdog class, but give in to community stereotypes n peer pressure to be a better attacker. long story short--im tired of being left out of bosses other than following around a sed mule at HT, so i continue with her. i dont consider her playing in any way. but when im with friends or i know i can finally boss n contribute, i think ill have a blast again--the resets are due to my own suckiness. i see my friends with 1/2 the HP never die so it gets disheartening when u have so much more n die often.

Does auto HP not work? I mean really, if you want to wash to the point where you can tank 2 hits, you're doing it wrong. You only ever need to be able to take one hit. If you really can't pot yourself, auto HP should take care of it. I don't know why you'd want to be able to watch TV while training. That sounds incredibly boring, and you're definitely playing the wrong class. Why not make a Hero or NL or BM? It's not like Corsairs are any good if you can't manage the ship, anyway.

My gear is barely worth max and I'm still capable of training/bossing just fine. You don't have to keep up with the strongest players in the game.