Character worth

You could be dealing all the damage in the world and be wanted by everyone all the time, but none of it matters if you're not having fun and enjoying your class. That's not to say damage and being wanted aren't contributing factors to enjoyment though because they certainly are for many people. Just remember that how much you enjoy playing your class is the most important. Also, most of your good friends should accept you regardless of your class, unless it's something that requires specific classes like ckpq.

thats the only good thing i have. i still use a 4att pac from when they first came out and plain FS. that belt was a castoff of someone who also had an 11 and a 15 for herself and a circle of friends with more gear with xx w.att than i could dream of. so to me only having one decent item is avg when most of the attackers i know are super funded. im not sure what the norm is for these sorts of classes, but it takes my whole bank to buy a single item then to save up. pretty crappy when u try to keep up with the joneses n find out it takes bills upon bills upon bills and it never stops. itll break me again just to buy an 8attack cape i have my eyes on. i have to do a hundred basil trades to save up for it

This is kind of why hp washing that much doesn't really make sense to me, I'm pretty sure you could more than make up the damage you'd lose by leaving like half those hp points unwashed by instead turning the nx used on AP resets and other costs like int stuff into better equipment. If you're dead set on gaining the amount of hp you plan to hp wash, hp washing is basically equivalent to paying 3100nx for 1 stat plus the loss in mp.