2009-10-21, 11:49 PM
I need to apologize to many, many people on this forum for my behavior these last few weeks, and I don't know of any other way but making a thread and publicly humiliating myself to make proper amends.
In short, my attitude towards trying to open minds cruelly and ironically turned me into a close-minded, horrible basher, and all I've done in several threads, including some of my own, is make this community a worse place. That's not at all what I wanted to do, and I can't believe I got so carried away. So now to all of those I've publicly criticized with such inappropriate manners, I solemnly apologize.
I want to thank IsaacGS, a person who used to be a good friend until I screwed everything up, for giving me the final slap in the face to realizing what I've done. I know you don't respect me anymore, and I don't blame you, but I would hope that sometime in the future I can earn back that respect.
The same goes for everyone. I would hope that I can earn back your respect in the future, but I recognize that may be impossible for some due to the extent of my actions. In the end, I've sent two PMs, one to Paul and the other to Isaac, requesting the deletion of my account so my existence doesn't ruin this site any more than it already has. Unfortunately it isn't gone yet, so I felt the need to at least make this final comment before it goes. Leaving a mess you started is cowardly.
Sorry, my head hurts and I have a lot of work to do still; forgive me for lack of more comments. Please leave your hate and frustration here, as I deserve it all. Thanks.
In short, my attitude towards trying to open minds cruelly and ironically turned me into a close-minded, horrible basher, and all I've done in several threads, including some of my own, is make this community a worse place. That's not at all what I wanted to do, and I can't believe I got so carried away. So now to all of those I've publicly criticized with such inappropriate manners, I solemnly apologize.
I want to thank IsaacGS, a person who used to be a good friend until I screwed everything up, for giving me the final slap in the face to realizing what I've done. I know you don't respect me anymore, and I don't blame you, but I would hope that sometime in the future I can earn back that respect.
The same goes for everyone. I would hope that I can earn back your respect in the future, but I recognize that may be impossible for some due to the extent of my actions. In the end, I've sent two PMs, one to Paul and the other to Isaac, requesting the deletion of my account so my existence doesn't ruin this site any more than it already has. Unfortunately it isn't gone yet, so I felt the need to at least make this final comment before it goes. Leaving a mess you started is cowardly.
Sorry, my head hurts and I have a lot of work to do still; forgive me for lack of more comments. Please leave your hate and frustration here, as I deserve it all. Thanks.