2009-09-10, 11:44 AM
My dreams are rather chaotic, thers no real interruptation only imagination. One night I could have a reoccuring dream of me in a zombie/monster while I fend them off within my house. I can control my dreams in a sense as I always test new things each and everytime, and realize that this has happened before. I also further test myself by opening new loopholes. For example, the original demise I faced was I was overrun by zombie/animal beings. They obviously want to kill me and try to break down the door. My family is safe I don't know where but they are safe. I barricade and wait. Once I open the door I get ambushed and die. Yes I have died in my dreams. Maybe 3 months roll back and im in the same situation, this time I climb out the window, lock the mutants or what not int he house and bomb it. Whoo hoo victory is mine. Next thing I know some survive and chase me down obviously gettign caught eventually. My most recent one was I was able to fend them off, news said everything was fine. I was up in my room while I watch my mother walk outside and get bit. THen I have to watch her slowly die and become them, she cleans to cope and asks me to leave with everyone else. Disheartening.
Another dream I find somewhat sadistic is when I kill my dog. In real life I'm very sensetive and would never ever purposely hurt an animal, but in this case I shoot it by accident or what not. When I get into fights within my dream for some reason I feel held back by every punch I throw, as if none of them are damaging. I see them take each one, no blood no bruise, its as if a force is keeping me from releasing my full strength even though I call upon it. Recently it was my sister because seriously she can be a real selfish peach sometimes.
I had another dream two nights ago that proved my spirit was vigilantish. I had the powers they have in DBZ, energy blasts and what not. I took action into my own hands and killed millions of people for sheer enjoyment. Borderline evil but I know if I ever got such power I would slaughter majority of mankind.
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Another dream I find somewhat sadistic is when I kill my dog. In real life I'm very sensetive and would never ever purposely hurt an animal, but in this case I shoot it by accident or what not. When I get into fights within my dream for some reason I feel held back by every punch I throw, as if none of them are damaging. I see them take each one, no blood no bruise, its as if a force is keeping me from releasing my full strength even though I call upon it. Recently it was my sister because seriously she can be a real selfish peach sometimes.
I had another dream two nights ago that proved my spirit was vigilantish. I had the powers they have in DBZ, energy blasts and what not. I took action into my own hands and killed millions of people for sheer enjoyment. Borderline evil but I know if I ever got such power I would slaughter majority of mankind.
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