Half Reliougous

Or is that a rule set by yourself due to the fact the human race has the common sense not to die? If one were truly devoted to the bible's full meaning they would just let themselves die rather than fight back as they would go to heaven if they had followed through with the prerequisites. Or is it doubt?

I don't know I'm not a Christian x].
I'm willing to live until I'm ready to die, and I'm not ready to die, I have too many things to live for.