2014-04-25, 06:10 PM
Oh god, I'm so anxious about my job now. Lots of social anxiety stuff. We'll be working in teams, and for the first week, there'll be group lunches, and it's mostly grad students, and what if they don't like me, and what if they're all clique-y, like, texting each other on their bedazzled cellphones while making weekend plans for outings to the mall, while I just stand there smiling awkwardly, and...
Things are probably not as bad as I think they'll be.
Things are probably not as bad as I think they'll be.

