Whats worse than failing even when you tried your best, is being told "you didnt even try". I need a break from people.
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Whats worse than failing even when you tried your best, is being told "you didnt even try". I need a break from people.
Got a call from the place I had an interview at recently.
Apparently the individual they hired quit on the spot today because they're moving to new brunswick or something.
The guy said they're basically screwed and they'd be willing to work with my class schedule now.
First day is Tuesday.
Yay employment
There's a new cinema opening next month about 15 minutes away from my new house, and they posted on Twitter that they're recruiting, so I'm going to apply! It'd be really nice to get a job there, it's a kind of art house type place so it'll be really calm and classy rather than full of children and teenagers. I rewrote my CV this afternoon in preparation for that. Being a film student may actually pay off for something like this!
I finally finished one of my projects!
It was a tiny one, but I still finished it! :f2:
Now to see if I can finish that one about poker statistics...:f1:
And the mobile application one...
And the angularJS one...
:f7:
Things are okay, nothing too much out of the ordinary, at least this week is better and not feeling as sick as last week.
when you're at work, just minding your own business, sulking while washing tray after tray after tray after tray, thinking of all sorts of things that needn't be thought of, and all of a sudden you yell at your co-workers with rage enough to scare them, and the people outside turning in their trays, causing them to ignore you for the rest of the day..
Every day my mental health just gets worse. But hey! At least now I got tarot cards to hopefully get better? i have no fxcking clue what i'm doing really.
it is tiring though how everyone has an opinion and concern about my lovelife, and the lack thereof. It's hilarious hoe everyone says the same thing, whether it be jersey, norfolk, or japan. humans are fascinatingly stupid.
My day has barely started and I've already gotten my daily dose of awareness for how unattractive I am to the opposite sex. Thanks, people. I feel more confident now...
Yesterday was interesting to say the least.
My friend's birthday was on Friday, and we went to Disneyland yesterday for it. His friends that work for Marvel are able to get people in for free, so we had it planned to get three people in (which was that max from what we had heard), one of which was supposed to be my coworker I am crushing on.
So, starts off with my coworker not being able to make it because she was sick. Then when we got there, we had to wait a few hours for his friends to show up to get those without passes in, and it turned out that they could only get two people in because they (being married) could only get two people in for free when they both go. Luckily, one person in our group was buying a pass soon anyways, so she just bit the bullet. From there, the day was good until we had to leave California Adventure. One couple in our group had been drinking, and both of them were drunk, with the guy being completely gone. It got to the point that he was literally fighting us to run away because he thought he was okay to drive. We got asked to leave by security while we were between the two parks, so my friends and I had to leave Disneyland a few hours early to drive the drunk couple home. Got home by 2 AM, and up for work by 8 AM. WOOOOO!
Tl;dr - Don't go to Disneyland and get drunk.
Got driving privileges in Quebec today. All I had to do was give up the license I got in Ohio, which I've had since I was 17 and I worked really hard to get it. I felt that it was just cheaper and easier than flying back home to renew my license since it was gonna expire on my 21st birthday which is in the middle of midterm season. I got a piece of paper as a temporary license until I get the actual one in the mail in 5 to 10 days.
Now the only piece of American identification I have on me is my passport. Makes me feel kinda sad, and homesick. I feel less and less American with each passing day.
Also, I have 5 assignments due in the next week, so pineapple me.
I hate hardware classes.
During lab this afternoon, my partner and I spent about 2 hours trying to find and squash this bug. Even with the help of three TAs we couldn't find it in like the 50 lines of code. So we probably got like around a 25% on it.
...and of course during office hours 15 minutes later, I asked a different TA who fixed it in like 5 minutes. Hell I even *knew* that bug existed but I thought it was more of a feature of Verilog than anything. It wasn't even a problem with our logic, just some stupid syntax thing.
And right now for the lab last week, my partner, about ~2 hours before the due deadline, says my lab report which I spent about half a Sunday making was entirely too undetailed and she said she's basically rewriting it. I thought I hit all the points on the rubric and guidelines but apparently not since the draft I see her pumping out is like a work of art.
I guess both of these situations are entirely my fault and are due to my inadequacies and terribleness, but that doesn't make the situation any better because I spent so much time doing these assignments for the class. Hell, I volunteered during the entire postlab for Situation #2 since my partner contributed quite a lot more than me during the actual lab session.
pineapple.
jessica was let go from girls generation. I literally want to kill myself.
WHY. Had no sleep, so busy with work, so many drawings to do, and in the middle i find out Jessica WAS LET GO. WHAT. NO
CAN'T
I hate the number 8.
I have no clue what happened but I had a really good day today. I patched things up with a friend early morning over aa fight we had a few weeks ago and kind of as an added bonus, she totally understood why I was mad at her and didn't put any blame on me :f2:
Then I got to talk to the girl I like so much and I feel myself getting much closer to her now.
Later that morning, I wrote a quiz that I feel like I nearly ace'd.
And then to top it all off, it was a short day for me :shine: Life is good... at least, for today.
Got an interview on Friday at 1pm! I've gotta buy some formal clothes to make myself look vaguely presentable. So nervous :f4:Quote:
Originally Posted by Mazz
Movie night with a friend tomorrow, which means cleaning my room today, she specifically wants to see IT and other horror films lol.
Struggling to deal with the fact that literally everything else in my life is more important than video games.
Gamma ^mu lambda sigma equals one-half g ^mu ^alpha (partial lambda g alpha sigma plus partial sigma g alpha lambda minus partial alpha g lambda sigma)
y u gotta be so confusing, GR?!
OH MY GOD IM SUCH A PIG, I'VE SPENT 6 HOURS CLEANING MY ROOM TODAY. ;-;
A good day if I would say so. I am finally feeling much better and not about to cry myself out at anytime, which part of it I think was the caffeine. Besides that though, had a good day at work and just general relief I guess.
Oh, and starting to look into/inquire about one more travel trip/vacation, this time it is to the place that I always wanted to go (like ultimate dream vacation), so time to evaluate my options and see where it gets me, 2015 could potentially be the most exciting ever.
That feeling when I'm unsure about my work and the teacher says it's awesome.
So much less stressed now.