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In a twist of events, I'm leaving Guam in a few hours. Apparently it was unannounced to us, but another pair of relatives just flew in from Texas...to Hawaii...where my family is not.
...Yea, some communication, family. And they yell at me for being terrible at communicating. What kind of pom is this?
...Oh, and Steam Cards. Bless those peoples for giving me such a scared present.
After three Arkham games, I have finally met my match in a boss because it focuses on my weakest point in Batman games. Countering by looking, not from muscle memory. I think I'll have to be on the defensive for this fight.
I have problems expressing feelings.
I drew my nephew his new favorite Skylander today and he loved it :3
Good feeling.
I'm ready to go home though~
I chopped off my hair.
It looks adorable.
THIS MOUSE HAS NO BUTTONS
I'm finally done with the semester, I sent in my final exam 2 hours ago.
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A little surprised I got an A- in Phys III, but that's probably due to a few points off on one or two homeworks in the beginning, and all my test scores were only one point above an A.
I was expecting my lowest grade to be classical mechanics, and am very very satisfied I got an A- considering I still don't know wtp was going on in that class.
A- in TLCS (latin american studies) was a fist pump celebration. Note to everyone that doesn't know yet: don't take a 200 level course in a subject you can't stand doing for the gen ed requirement. Literally spent 5x more time on that class then all of my others combined.
B- in diff eq? Well... let's see.. I got over 100% on pretty much all of the quizzes, did all of the homework (which bumps up my letter grade by one so I actually got a C+?), and I was very very satisfied with the final exam. I got a 57 on my midterm but I talked to the professor and he told me if I kept my quiz scores up, did good on the final, and had all my homework, I could still get an A- or even an A.
Sent him an e-mail and he replied this morning saying he doesn't have his records atm and will get back to me.
Pretty pissed off if I actually got the B-, it'd have to mean I bombed the final as well (which, I highly highly doubt I did. I spent a whole week studying for it to make up for my pomegranatety midterm).
Here's hoping for the best.
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MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ME.
"i find it hard to believe that dinosaurs existed at all, that theory just doesnt make sense to me"
"well someone had to play a part because how else would we get the yellow black and white and brown races"
Welp. Back home in Hawaii, awaiting a very dull, Firework-less New Years...to this very day I want to know whose "brilliant" idea to ban fireworks.
I need to take a break from watching Breaking Bad on Netflix.
I took a nap and imagined myself as part of the show, except my dad battling his problems caused by his heart attack instead of cancer. I woke up thinking he'll be dead within a few months and have been in a down mood ever since.
So, for now, I'll be watching Betas.
Schools' over but now I have like no direction on what to do these days other than find a job. I also have a crush on someone in real life yet I'm dating someone else at the same time so I'm on the fence of whether or not I should just release such emotional baggage. I guess there never is a right time to confess things to someone you like.
I remember making this a long time ago for Reverie, my old guild. Found it hidden in my Photobucket. Thought I'd share.
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I bought v-necks like a peach because I don't have any color in my wardrobe and they were $15 each at express.
I still have to burn an hour or so before I go see Saving Mr. Banks.. kinda excited.
I'm so exhausted, but I'm probably gonna hit overtime this week.
So... I've been in a pomegranate mood since Christmas. I miss my family, my two friends are making mistakes with boys that they have made before and I'm kind of unable to do anything about it.last day of classes was yesterday(China). Didn't have work today because the girl I teach cancelled today. Loafing around and studying for my finals. Not much I can do... 30,31,2 are the dates of my exams. I wanted to get really wasted for new year's eve but can't cuz I got my oral exam I need to prepare for. pomegranate that bugs me is that we didn't have midterms so I have like whole books to review and pomegranate... there's a lot of 成語....like I memorized 40 for one exam. I think have another 50~70 for the other exams. I'm moving on the 5th I have to go to grad ceremony of my friends on the 4th. I have to plan my trip to Beijing to see an old friend. I need to plan my trip to either 長沙 or 深圳 to see mine boyfriend but then again who knows if we'll still be together by then. I have to work tomorrow.... which takes a bite out of my study time but I guess I'll listen to recordings of my listening book to prepare... also my phone is almost ducked beyond repair. It's thinks it's constantly charging.... so when it gets to 14%where it notifies me that the battery is low,it thinks I'm charging it so it notifies me every second until it shuts down....
Picked the boy up from his coffee shop job and took the bus out to the beach. Took a trip down memory lane and shared tales of my nerdular nerdence days in high school. Threw myself into the freezing cold Pacific Ocean like a madwoman. Made sure to wear my super cheeky yoga bottoms that show off my best asset. Playing in the icy cold waves was incredibly liberating, and fun, and terrifying. The undertow was every bit as strong as I remember it. He followed me into the water despite his fear of the ocean. I'm trying not to read too much into that.
After I got out of the water, I shivered and shook for about an hour - I'm pretty sure I gave myself a mild case of hypothermia. We went back to his job for hot chocolate (for me) and coffee (for him) and I stopped shivering and everything was better. His co-workers tried their best to hide their curiosity. Then lunch at a burger joint and more conversation. He is really good company.
We each went home to wash off the saltwater and sand from the beach, then I went over to his place to watch Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I can't believe I've never seen it before, I absolutely loved it. And it felt very relevant. His cats were very curious and kept walking up to me and staring during the movie. I gave him this book for Christmas and after the movie, I read it to him on his couch, like a schoolteacher. He'd never read the book and said he'd love to read it to his kids one day. Trying not to read too much into that, either.
I wasn't ready for the day to end so I asked him to walk me home, then it was his turn to get all nostalgic and tell me about his high school years. Even though we met while we were both in high school, we didn't go to the same school and I realized his high school years were very different than I'd always thought they were. We decided we were hungry (again, not wanting the night to end yet) and stopped into a diner to have a very late dinner. And more conversation and flirting.
After dinner he walked me home. I still didn't want him to leave, so I invited him to walk with me while I took the dog to the park. And more conversation. When we got back to my apartment it was probably close to midnight and I realized he'd been up since 3am for work and suddenly felt inconsiderate and selfish and apologized profusely. He said it was worth it.
God I wanted to kiss him so bad. But instead we hugged and then he went home.
When we were at the beach I told him I wasn't ready for any of this to mean anything. That I liked spending time with him and having fun. That I wanted to just have fun for a while. And he's okay with that. He said he understands that I'm going through some shit right now and things are still messy. That he's here for me if I need an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on. As a friend. That he's not trying to push me into anything that I'm not ready for. That he's into me but knows I'm not ready for that kind of a relationship yet. That I'm worth the wait.
I said that I just want to have fun but I feel myself falling hard. And it terrifies me. I want more. But my heart is still broken and pieces are still missing. But yesterday was the best day I've had in months and god I just want more.
FEELS, WHY?
I'm inclined to think he may be able to loan you or outright gift you said missing pieces. You don't have to do everything by yourself.Quote:
Originally Posted by Throes
Thought a large piece of torn plastic packaging left in my bed was a huge spider and almost woke up my entire family with my reaction. Also discovered how I sound when I'm scared;
"AAaaaiai wblblblblb"
