Haven't slept in roughly 30+ hours, due to cramming projects and marching in a 5 mile parade for band...and now I'm questioning why I'm on SP when I can be sleeping.
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Haven't slept in roughly 30+ hours, due to cramming projects and marching in a 5 mile parade for band...and now I'm questioning why I'm on SP when I can be sleeping.
Went to a club with 2 friends. Ended up walking home alone when they both went off with another person.
REALLY not in a good mood today. It's funny, because I went out to the club (and lied to my friends telling them I was too sick to go out with them) because I wanted to forget about things.
Now I feel like an awful person, a liar, and ugly to boot. I just can't do anything right.
A bit TIPSY hehehehe, went to work and then now I'm drinking with two friends while watching Doctor Who this is gr8gr8gr8gr8gr8gr8gr8gr8.
Trying to find a song... been looking through the Taiwanese music charts forever.
why am I going to bed at 4 am again ugh what am I doing with my life
drew something today hur hur
Meeting new people, pretty cool but it's weird being the oldest one.
I'm pretty much having a do-over of freshman year right now.
So far so good.
You're living it. Congratulations!
OT: Went to bed at 3 AM last night after gay clubbing. One of my close friends was being really weird and kind of possessive with me the whole time, so when she grabbed my arm the one time I had a drink in hand and said drink went flying, I calmly told her she needed to tone it done a notch.
Then there was this cute hipster that was like...ugh the whole situation was complicated. I should have just talked to him instead of playing it really passive, but whatever, sexual tension is fun when you're out dancing.
OkCupid more like OkStopMessagingMeCreepers. UGH so disappointed.
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Hung out with a boy.
:)
Mom reminded me how empty and pathetic my life is... which made the hit way more humiliating.
Worst fucking day I am so done.
Time to get back on the horse for this week only to fall off again yipyip
Lawd everyone just having bad days, so I'll join the club too!
Drunk messaged someone last night, felt really pathetic afterwards and much into today. Had a fabu emmy watching party, but for some reason just couldn't enjoy it. Looking forward to a week of drowning in music and flowers and chain rule.
Senior/Family pictures and late night labs done while on a sleep high.
Wheeeeee.
i have class in 6 hours and i don't feel bad. was watching season 5 of breaking bad with my roommate (amazing show aisggpapaya)
i'm kinda tired, though. Sleepy time.
Block party was cool for awhile.
Then the ratchets came out. Oh lawd I'm so done.
A friend went to get it on with a guy, 2 friends went together somewhere, 3 left to go home, and 1 went back to work.
I have no one to cuddle with or even talk to right now. Am so lonely :<
I still feel so ill. Spent the whole of yesterday just in my room recovering, and I did actually start to feel better. Woke up this morning feeling WAY worse. Lectures start today and I am just so not ready.
Also I haven't been acting like myself the past couple of days, which I attribute to feeling ill plus a whole load of stress. It's either made things awkward between me and my Swedish friend or i'm just imagining it. Either way, I have lots of reasons to feel terrible today.