So I used to play alot before quitting. Okay.
I made a lot of friends and many of them are either in my actual guild, or in facebook.
Today, many of them told me that I should go back with them, that I'd have fun, etc...
So here's the issue: These friends of mine, of which I care a lot, are people funded with 60b, 200b, etc. And Im not even funded with a value of 1b. Before quitting, I tried to make some use of my old empress staff, rerolled it, and failed scrolling it, getting stuck with a lame staff. (It was lame before, but this time I got less M.attack)
All of them are in the 200's, while I'm in the 170's. Making me wonder about how, whenever I try to do something right in game, I always fail, and when they do anything, they do succeed, the contrary to me.
I think you get the scenario.
The question is; Is it fine to go back, while knowing that it is not fair that I have a bad luck/Have to give way more effort than others? Saying this, based on the fact that I actually want to play with dem friends, but they're way more level than me (I'm 176) and that I'm never able to find anyone to party exp with, and that I have a terrible luck enhancing/scrolling equips. It's kind of that I do not think is actually FAIR, given that whenever I give my best shot, I never get possitive results, and the rest of the people I see get whatever they want, however they want.
But yet I do care 'bout my MS fwiends and guildies, but cannot play with them, or they're too busy doing "the high level stuff"... Also, I do not have any way of becoming strong as them wihout paying NX (I'm strongly attached to the not-a-cent-to-nx idea), given that I exploded my badge with a 90% advanced potential scroll, and that my staff is below average... Let's not talk about the rest of the equip... Only achieved 41% int.