Most folks who frequent the IRC already know this, but yes it is true. He moved out about three weeks ago, and we are doing marriage counseling once a week. Today would have been the tenth anniversary of him first asking me to be his girlfriend. I felt blindsided by everything, especially since we had just gotten back from a vacation in France when he told me he was unhappy with our marriage.
Those of you who have been around SP for a long time might recall some of the issues that we have faced. Well, when you fail to resolve those issues, they come and bite you in the ass in the worst way possible. Our marriage has been haunted by ghosts that should be long gone by now.
Everything hurts like a motherfucker but I am trying to make the best use of my time alone and work on resolving my numerous issues. I've been reading, working out, and throwing myself into my job to distract me but the nights are still painfully lonely.