You wander sincerely.
Spreading your open arms like the love of the sun surrounding every cell.
It tingles, each and everyone.
Your touch heals and warms me.
So why aren't you here?
I can hear you;
I can see you.
I can memorize your words and repeat them daily.
Why can't I stop?
Is it your face?
Your unconditional love?
Or is it that you never left me in the first place?
Questions I ask, unanswered forever.
For my Love shall wonder unanswered?
You linger, with me forever more.
Yet why can't I see you?
Why can't I see "You"?
You could never be apathy to me.
I love you since then.
And even now I do.
Long lost love I remember.
Sleep dear Lion of Joy.
Maybe we'll meet again;
but not in my dreams.
For Meena 1992-2009
I'll never not forget your everything.
The reason for this poem was because she was killed in a car accident on this day. I'd go visit her today, but I'm not able to. Maybe next year when I can I'll go to Texas and see her again.