A sort-of Rant Poem: Another Awesome Day

[iDepression]

I wake up at 5:30 today to make breakfast for my family
They dislike it, and throw it out
What an awesome day.

I go to school and do loads of work that doesn't help at all
Then I'm tortured by peers, teased by older students
And hated by people I love
My dad says they're jealous, but who would believe that?
This is such a wonderful life.

I'm beaten by the jocks
I lose my lunch money to even the weakest of kids
Because I refuse to fight back
Then I sit alone at a lunch table, with no food, because none of my "friends"
Like to be with me.
I just love my life.

Then I come home to cry and maybe cut myself
The pain is better than the pain of the day
And I wipe up the blood and tears before my parents come home to
hate me all over again

You may think I'm a sissy, but that's just another example of why
I think I'm a stupid, loveless, lifeless freak
Who doesn't deserve to live.
Every day is such a wonderful day.

I try to fix it, I pray to God
but even he isn't caring enough to listen to me
Every day, the same old thing.

It doesn't matter if it's my birthday, it doesn't matter if it's a holiday
It doesn't matter if I'm sick and depressed
Every day is the same old, awesome day.