Greg22
2008-08-06, 07:13 AM
God damn, it's making me asfghds.
I changed my sleeping habits for my girlfriend, who stays up pretty much all night and does one of two things: Doesn't sleep at all or goes to sleep at 9 ~ 10 AM. Before June 25th, I was the kind of guy who had a normal sleeping schedule. I'd wake up around 9 or 10 AM on days that I didn't have work, after going to bed around 2 AM. I got enough sleep. I work Monday/Wed/Fri, so on those days I'd wake up at 6 AM, come home at 6 PM, and maybe take a short nap.
But f'uck, that's all gone to shit. I no longer have a sleeping schedule. Right now I'm at work (And I'm working hard, srsly gaiz!) and I've had an hour and a half of sleep. When I get home, I'll sleep until 9 PM and stay up until 7 AM, go to sleep until 12 PM. Stay up until 6 PM and nap until 9 PM. Stay up until 3 AM~4 AM and wake up at 6:30 AM. Come home at 6 PM, sleep until midnight, stay up until 5 PM, sleep until 10 PM. F'uck, it's all over the place.
I loved staying up with my girlfriend, because since my parents were always asleep during the times I was most awake, I'd be able to talk to her and relax in the house while my parents and sister are upstairs sleeping. Which is really great, because my family loves to eavesdrop. Now recently, she (or moreso her parents) has decided to change her sleeping habit. Now she goes to sleep around 12 AM~1 AM and wakes up around 9 AM. Her sleeping was getting ridiculous, so I was really glad this was happening. It's good for her, and it'd also mean I can revert back to my normal sleeping patterns. but o wait, wuts dis? i cant, u say? That's right, I LIKE this. I've come to really enjoy having 7 ~ 8 hours of not having ANYONE bug the shit out of me, eavesdrop on me, ask for my help, etc. The fact that I have work every other day is what throws me off a f'uckton. And now my girlfriend says she's getting all lonely because I apparently sleep so much when I seriously only get like.. a goddamn hour of sleep. I'm always f'ucking tired at work, but that doesn't affect me enough to make me want to change my sleeping; I don't need a lot of energy to do my job. I'm gonna have to change this eventually with school starting, but f'uck, I'm sitting here reaaaaalllllyyyyyy tired and I don't know why I continue to do this to myself.
What? tl;dr, you say? F'uck you.
Short summary:
Hay gaiz, my girlfriend has introduced me to the world of no sleep. My sleep is all over the place, and though I find myself ridiculously tired and my girlfriend has reverted back to sleeping normally, I don't want to do the same. I enjoy staying up while everyone else is sleeping. I'm always f'ucking tired and for some reason that doesn't make me want to change it. Iono.
I changed my sleeping habits for my girlfriend, who stays up pretty much all night and does one of two things: Doesn't sleep at all or goes to sleep at 9 ~ 10 AM. Before June 25th, I was the kind of guy who had a normal sleeping schedule. I'd wake up around 9 or 10 AM on days that I didn't have work, after going to bed around 2 AM. I got enough sleep. I work Monday/Wed/Fri, so on those days I'd wake up at 6 AM, come home at 6 PM, and maybe take a short nap.
But f'uck, that's all gone to shit. I no longer have a sleeping schedule. Right now I'm at work (And I'm working hard, srsly gaiz!) and I've had an hour and a half of sleep. When I get home, I'll sleep until 9 PM and stay up until 7 AM, go to sleep until 12 PM. Stay up until 6 PM and nap until 9 PM. Stay up until 3 AM~4 AM and wake up at 6:30 AM. Come home at 6 PM, sleep until midnight, stay up until 5 PM, sleep until 10 PM. F'uck, it's all over the place.
I loved staying up with my girlfriend, because since my parents were always asleep during the times I was most awake, I'd be able to talk to her and relax in the house while my parents and sister are upstairs sleeping. Which is really great, because my family loves to eavesdrop. Now recently, she (or moreso her parents) has decided to change her sleeping habit. Now she goes to sleep around 12 AM~1 AM and wakes up around 9 AM. Her sleeping was getting ridiculous, so I was really glad this was happening. It's good for her, and it'd also mean I can revert back to my normal sleeping patterns. but o wait, wuts dis? i cant, u say? That's right, I LIKE this. I've come to really enjoy having 7 ~ 8 hours of not having ANYONE bug the shit out of me, eavesdrop on me, ask for my help, etc. The fact that I have work every other day is what throws me off a f'uckton. And now my girlfriend says she's getting all lonely because I apparently sleep so much when I seriously only get like.. a goddamn hour of sleep. I'm always f'ucking tired at work, but that doesn't affect me enough to make me want to change my sleeping; I don't need a lot of energy to do my job. I'm gonna have to change this eventually with school starting, but f'uck, I'm sitting here reaaaaalllllyyyyyy tired and I don't know why I continue to do this to myself.
What? tl;dr, you say? F'uck you.
Short summary:
Hay gaiz, my girlfriend has introduced me to the world of no sleep. My sleep is all over the place, and though I find myself ridiculously tired and my girlfriend has reverted back to sleeping normally, I don't want to do the same. I enjoy staying up while everyone else is sleeping. I'm always f'ucking tired and for some reason that doesn't make me want to change it. Iono.